What Do You Want?!: Philosophical Essays

We always want something.We always want … what we don’t have … or maybe can’t have.Or … what can’t belong to us.Saying “I want” … is a lot related with the world of desires … but carries lots of influences … which we don’t really know they exist.Rarely … i dare to ask … seeing myself doing lots of stupid things … “What do i want?! What do i really want?!”And … honestly speaking …. I can’t really find a logical explanation … in many of those occasions.I had times … when I’ve promised myself that i will wake up … and looking into the mirror … seeing again that unhappy ugly face … i will repeatedly ask myself … again and again … “What do i want?! What do i want?! What do i want?!”.Today … i trend to believe that this is the best question we can ask while realising it is time to understand us deeper.It is a very powerful question.I hated it … for years …. believing i know what i want to say.And … it was like that cause i always got what i wanted … but … i was never happy.I mean … really happy.The expression of my face … while looking into the mirror … forced me repeat myself this question.On … and on … and on.Strongly … believing that one day … the answers will be revealed to me.I mean … the real answers.Unfortunately …. I still had to continue my meditations …Cause the answers … were not satisfying me …